Unbreakable

Saw Unbreakable the other day. I had seen the movie maybe 2 yrs ago. The thing about watching movies more than once is that at different times they appeal differently to you. Bruce Willis is a superhero who finds no joy in life because he has given up what he was meant to do. That makes me wonder what my calling is.

Infatuation?

I have spent the last one hour in an excruciatingly painful reverie about her stone-walling my efforts to get her to talk to me. These imagined conversations are more intense than the real ones. The mind works in mysterious ways. Not knowing enough about her to concoct a imagined conversation, it embarks on a flight to fancy, detailing every little piece of gesture, inflection of voice, to build a live personna i can talk to. Is it infatuation? I don't know and i am not really seeking an answer.